childhood dementia

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1.
[Pre-Chorus] I don't wanna throw us away But, yeah you made it hard for me to stay But, I'm glad that I did Otherwise, I wouldn't be the same that I been, I win You're someone I would kin I listen to you and love hearing from you [Chorus] Ah, my heart aligns with yours and yours is mine Oh mine, oh mine You're only mine, oh mine, oh mine If I ever die, oh die, oh die, I'll take you by side [Verse] Light my heart Under the fusion of your electricity You have my trust and I have yours Man, under the rain you look pretty I won't deny That I think day and night of you I wish that we both had a clue I think our is love meant to be true [Pre-Chorus] I don't wanna throw us away But, yeah you made it hard for me to stay But, I'm glad that I did Otherwise, I wouldn't be the same that I been, I win You're someone I would kin I listen to you and love hearing from you [Chorus] Ah, my heart aligns with yours and yours is mine Oh mine, oh mine You're only mine, oh mine, oh mine If I ever die, oh die, oh die, I'll take you by side My heart aligns with yours and yours is mine Oh mine, oh mine You're only mine, oh mine, oh mine If I ever die, oh die, oh die, I'll take you by side
2.
shattered 03:54
[Intro] Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window [Chorus] It's been so long since we met But, I'm dying in my head You make me understand, how horrible I am And it's wonderful, you make me go insane I'm playing no games, you lie with my name But, hey it's all okay [Post-Chorus] Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window [Chorus] It's been so long since we met But, I'm dying in my head You make me understand, how horrible I am And it's wonderful, you make me go insane I'm playing no games, you lie with my name But, hey it's all okay [Post-Chorus] Ah, ah, ah, ah Ah, ah, ah, ah Ah, ah, ah, ah Ah, ah, ah, ah Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window [Bridge] Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window [Chorus] It's been so long since we met But, I'm dying in my head You make me understand, how horrible I am And it's wonderful, you make me go insane I'm playing no games, you lie with my name But, hey it's all okay [Post-Chorus] Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window Ah, ah, through the window
3.
[Chorus] This has no end around it but, I'm sure I'll go to Hell Make me the one you're loving, yeah, I'm sure I'll love you aswell This has no end around it but, I'm sure I'll go to Hell Make me the one you're loving, yeah, I'm sure I'll love you aswell And it's so odd, I don't wanna go to sleep But I need it, 'cause otherwise I'll fucking cut me deep And it's so odd, please leave me alone Please leave me alone, I don't wanna be alone [Verse] I don't know what's wrong with mе And no one tries to help mе out You say I fucked up with no more chances Have you seen what you have done? At least I'm loyal, unlike you I'm not trying to be liked by everyone, unlike you You're pathetic, don't even try to target me You don't even know my reasoning and still you bother me [Chorus] This has no end around it but, I'm sure I'll go to Hell Make me the one you're loving, yeah, I'm sure I'll love you aswell This has no end around it but, I'm sure I'll go to Hell Make me the one you're loving, yeah, I'm sure I'll love you aswell And it's so odd, I don't wanna go to sleep But I need it, 'cause otherwise I'll fucking cut me deep And it's so odd, please leave me alone Please leave me alone, I don't wanna be alone
4.
Save you alone, okay? We gonna die today Trying the best we can Finding us in the end, finding us in the end I never say goodbyes Fighting for my life Kill you if I die Stay in afterlife, stay in afterlife Kiss your scars, you're all mine Tonight is us, we alright Kiss your scars, you're all mine Tonight is us, we alright Save you alone, okay? We gonna die today Trying the best we can Finding us in the end, finding us in the end I never say goodbyes Fighting for my life Kill you if I die Stay in aftеrlife, stay in afterlife Savе you alone, okay? We gonna die today Trying the best we can Finding us in the end, finding us in the end Kiss your scars, you're all mine Tonight is us, we alright Kiss your scars, you're all mine Tonight is us, we alright
5.
over me 03:30
My love is like a hematite Talking to you, cus' we're up at night Time passes quick, but I move quicker Yeah, my heart, it feels like glitter (Gibberish freestyle part I accidentally used) Yeah, I walk alone Yeah, I don't want no company I been ripping me apart From inside out to outside me I wish that someone helped me Yeah, not just faked their interest for me And I wish I wasn't born, what a world it would be And I overthink again Feel like everyone's against me, even myself Even myself Even myself Even myself Even myself
6.
[Chorus] I reply late, it never goes my way I don't need you and I don't need myself I reply late, it never goes my way I don't need you, you know that I'm lying [Instrumental Break] [Verse] Not really, you seem so fucking pity I wish everyone left me alone You really wanna know why? I just fucking hate everyone that I know Not really Stop arguing with me, you're so silly You know I barely fucking did shit Yet, you make me feel like I'm really really alone [Chorus] I reply late, it never goes my way I don't need you and I don't need myself I reply late, it never goes my way I don't need you, you know that I'm lying
7.
[Pre-Chorus] Just know when summer ends I'll be missing you more than me Where's the old I? So unknown I wish I'd choose more carefully [Chorus] You light my fucking world, I light our cigarette I light it under rain, now my cigarette is wet I wanna make you feel like someone else Make you feel so loved and well You light my fucking world, I light our cigarette I light it under rain, now my cigarette is wet I wanna make you feel like someone else Make you feel so loved and well, oh so well [Verse] Just save my time, you lied I wish we could repeat this lovely time Got my trust up on the line Yeah, just cut it, so it dies [Pre-Chorus] Just know when summer ends I'll be missing you more than me Where's the old I? So unknown I wish I'd choose more carefully [Chorus] You light my fucking world, I light our cigarette I light it under rain, now my cigarette is wet I wanna make you feel like someone else Make you feel so loved and well You light my fucking world, I light our cigarette I light it under rain, now my cigarette is wet I wanna make you feel like someone else Make you feel so loved and well, oh so well
8.
[Intro] Evil empire, laughing all the way to the bank [Verse 1] No, I don't wanna die It hurts to see my light I been craving myself too long Gave people too much time [Instrumental Break] [Verse 2] Yeah, I need help, quicker than that Else I'll just be, quicker and dead You don't wanna be alone Yeah, suicidal all alone
9.
[Chorus] Yeah, I look afraid And you don't wanna know The shit I been through It's messing with my head, until this day Dreaming of my saint, I know that you're here I wish that you could always hear me clear I see the time, it's almost up My life is done, yeah, so much fun I wish you were here, always forever Love you my dear, yeah, always forever [Verse] And I don't wanna be alone I like being my own It's so annoying, when I wish I was with you It's so funny how it goes And still I'm loving you At the same time I wanna be all by myself Got my mental on the low Wish I could just fix it, before I gеt with you Hope you understand, yeah, I ovеrthink Got me on my mind, Yeah my thoughts just fucking sink [Chorus] Yeah, I look afraid And you don't wanna know The shit I been through It's messing with my head, until this day Dreaming of my saint, I know that you're here I wish that you could always hear me clear I see the time, it's almost up My life is done, yeah, so much fun I wish you were here, always forever Love you my dear, yeah, always forever
10.
[Intro] Is all this really worth it? I understand your anger, but— You don't understand our anger! If you did, you wouldn't be killing him so soon [Pre-Chorus] I, I wanna see you die Look me in my eyes, I can see through lies Yeah, just tell me why, I want to understand I wanna hold your hand, hickies all over my hand [Chorus] My face is numb from your kiss I need you and you need this You're the only person I'd miss Make me feel the worst kind of bliss [Verse] Please share a cig with me, I wanna feel your mouth I need a remedy, I cannot do without See in my eyes, I'm looking deeper In my soul, I'm in control [Pre-Chorus] I, I wanna see you die Look me in my eyes, I can see through lies Yeah, just tell me why, I want to understand I wanna hold your hand, hickies all over my hand [Chorus] My face is numb from your kiss I need you and you need this You're the only person I'd miss Make me feel the worst kind of bliss My face is numb from your kiss I need you and you need this You're the only person I'd miss Make me feel the worst kind of bliss
11.
[Pre-Chorus] Sane, I think I'm feeling sane My health is getting better, but my battery is drained I don't wanna know, "How much is it to pay?" To feel no pain, I'm so sick of living gray [Chorus] You're my sick depression You're all that I question You're constantly going through my head I fix my mistakes and you should fix yours I never thought I'd get jealous at you You're my sick depression You're all that I question You're constantly going through my head I wish I could learn my lesson Ache in my heart Yeah, learn my lesson My time is so dark [Pre-Chorus] Sane, I think I'm feeling sane My health is getting better, but my battery is drained I don't wanna know, "How much is it to pay?" To feel no pain, I'm so sick of living gray [Chorus] You're my sick depression You're all that I question You're constantly going through my head I fix my mistakes and you should fix yours I never thought I'd get jealous at you You're my sick depression You're all that I question You're constantly going through my head I wish I could learn my lesson Ache in my heart Yeah, learn my lesson My time is so dark
12.
gtfo 01:50
[Chorus] Get away from me, am I free or do I flee? I be always thinking, how I view and how I see I'm a fucking loser and that's all I ever be But I still feel loved by the people that I need I feel faceless, I'm not who I am to be, the fake that I envy See my scars, do you wanna feel? Cry 'cause of the shit I deal [Instrumental Break] [Chorus] Get away from me, am I free or do I flee? I be always thinking, how I view and how I see I'm a fucking loser and that's all I ever be But I still feel loved by the people that I need Get away from me, am I free or do I flee? I be always thinking, how I view and how I see I'm a fucking loser and that's all I ever be But I still feel loved by thе people that I need
13.
[Intro] My head, in my head Talking in my head Here's my end I hope I'll never see you dead [Chorus] Just hold my hand, I know when I'm dead I wish we were closer to fix our mistakes You're deep in my heart, not just words that I say Yeah, I make you my art, I just want you to stay, stay [Post-Chorus] Just want you to stay Just want you to stay Just want you to stay Just want you to stay [Pre-Chorus] My head, in my head Talking in my head Here's my end I hope I'll never see you dead [Chorus] Just hold my hand, I know when I'm dead I wish we were closer to fix our mistakes You're deep in my heart, not just words that I say Yeah, I make you my art, I just want you to stay, stay [Post-Chorus] Just want you to stay Just want you to stay Just want you to stay Just want you to stay
14.
[Chorus] I see in your eyes How much you want me now Come, hold my hand I'll show you a perfect time [Verse] It was nice while it lasted, now we start again Rewriting the story that we once began I'm getting ignored, I'm getting insane I wish we were perfect, so flawless and sane But it's fucked up, we're mentally dead Say, "I'm so sorry", I don't wanna begin I don't get no sleep, I'm up till A.M.'s I wake up at noon, then I write with my pen My time is up, I wish upon death Wish I wasn't done, but it's how it ends The closer I get, the calmer it is This isn't the end, but you'll meet my wings [Chorus] I see in your eyes How much you want me now Come, hold my hand I'll show you a perfect time
15.
[Chorus] Get out of my face, don't wanna see you I'm not attacking, I just don't wanna be near you I'm slowly hiding myself, more than before And I don't wanna be known You know that I'm almost gone No one fucking gets it though So it's funny, once I'm gone [Post-Chorus] Yeah, I wish I could pretend, that I'm happy how I do I'm not doing really great and it's all because I knew And I'm sorry, I can't stay, hope my name just doesn't die But, I don't fucking care, as long as people stay alive [Chorus] Get out of my face, don't wanna see you I'm not attacking, I just don't wanna be near you I'm slowly hiding myself, more than before Get out of my face, don't wanna see you I'm not attacking, I just don't wanna be near you I'm slowly hiding mysеlf, more than before And I don't wanna bе known You know that I'm almost gone No one fucking gets it though So it's funny, once I'm gone [Post-Chorus] Yeah, I wish I could pretend, that I'm happy how I do I'm not doing really great and it's all because I knew And I'm sorry, I can't stay, hope my name just doesn't die But, I don't fucking care, as long as people stay alive
16.
[Intro] I wish I was dead, I make me feel sad You don't give a fuck, the signs always there You make me feel dumb, I'm done with myself I want to go back, just hanging myself [Chorus] I wish I was dead, I make me feel sad You don't give a fuck, the signs always there You make me feel dumb, I'm done with myself I want to go back, just hanging myself I wish I was dead, I make me feel sad You don't give a fuck, the signs always there You make me feel dumb, I'm done with myself I want to go back, just hanging myself [Verse] Get out of my face, I don't like you Wish I was fine, okay I know this ain't fair I wish I could be, wish I could be finе one day Get out of my face, I don't likе you Wish I was fine, okay I know this ain't fair I wish I could be, wish I could be fine one day Get out of my face, I don't like you Wish I was fine, okay I know this ain't fair I wish I could be, wish I could be fine one day [Chorus] I wish I was dead, I make me feel sad You don't give a fuck, the signs always there You make me feel dumb, I'm done with myself I want to go back, just hanging myself I wish I was dead, I make me feel sad You don't give a fuck, the signs always there You make me feel dumb, I'm done with myself I want to go back, just hanging myself
17.
[Intro: Imogen Heap] Will you quit kicking me under the table? I'm trying, will somebody make her shut up about it? Can we settle down, please? [Chorus] I heard your voice on the side of my head I wish you were next to me in my bed I never liked one as much as you But it hurts that I have to be cruel I heard your voice on the side of my head I wish you were next to me in my bed I never liked one as much as you But it hurts that I have to be cruel [Bridge: Imogen Heap] It's what... I think... It's what... I think... It's what... I think... It's what... I think... [Verse] I make you mine, I make you mine, say goodbye I wish I could've stayed more longer but it's time to say goodbye I make you mine, I make you mine, lovely times I want the love that I deserve but no one wants to realise I make you mine, I make you mine, say goodbye I wish I could've stayed more longer but it's time to say goodbye I make you mine, I make you mine, lovely times I want the love that I deserve but no one wants to realise [Chorus] I heard your voice on the side of my head I wish you were next to me in my bed I never liked one as much as you But it hurts that I have to be cruel I heard your voice on the side of my head I wish you were next to me in my bed I never liked one as much as you But it hurts that I have to be cruel

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